heavy metal...

All I can think of is how the metal in my body has accumulated to the point of destroying all things Sally. I have no energy. I am no longer talkative. I don't want to be around people because they suck the life out of me. I'm not into food because food doesn't taste good. I sleep much of the day.

I am beginning to dread the last two chemo treatments. This is the sickest I've ever been, and am only writing this so I can remember it. I could never have imagined this loss of energy where breathing is even a chore. I am very blessed to see light at the end of the tunnel in July. I pray that I will be able to finish chemo and get ready to detox and heal. I can't wait to feel like Sally again. I have no idea where she is.