This was you. You were born in a state of joy, and yet in a very short period of time you were taught to be jealous, timid, fearful, depressed, sad and angry. Why? They say that the first three years, you were wired to manifest personality traits to last throughout your life. I don't know how much of this I believe, but I do know that being happy is a daily choice. Most of us decide to water the weeds and not the flowers... perhaps because of the sheer personal drama in it, which, by the way, is just a bad habit. People are addicted to the rush of the pain, and dwell on anything that makes them miserable. Oh please.
To me, the worst thing you can do (I did this for years) is to blame your parents. I don't care what your parents did to screw you up; it is your job to get over yourself and quit dwelling on it. If you were abused in some way or yelled at too much by your drunk father or kicked by your selfish bitch mother... that was then and this is NOW.
You just can't let that go. Really?
Do what makes you happy... and if you can't do it, dream about it. If you don't know what that is, it is your job to figure it out... but most of all, simplify your life by digging out from under all that self-pity. It's a little ridiculous this many years later, don't you think?
Snap out of it, you baby you.
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